yay.  So I haven't blogged forever.  Not that I feel bad about it or anything.  I've been watching my 4 year old niece in the mornings for my brother.  Then I work nights.  And somewhere in there I squeeze in my husband and the Saturday night drinking (good times) every week.  Needless to say I feel like I should've lost 200 pounds from never stopping...always on the go...always working...but it's all over!  My brother is getting married soon and so I won't have to babysit.  ...Now if I can only get through the holidays in one piece!  But I've had a couple of weeks off from the babysitting and plenty of time to catch up on my dreaming. 

Yayayaya!  I found out that my husband committed suicide in a past life (which I already figured), that I'm going to have a daughter one day....scorpio daughter.  That when I was younger my mom had a miscarriage...and never told anyone.  My dream mentor has seen my real dad...he died before I was born.  And to top everything off....I can't get to my mom!!  She keeps blocking me...the bitch.  But I'll get there.  I'm getting better!!!  Also learned that I'm connected to my real dad and a grandma in a past life.  My dream mentor just didn't know which grandma.  She says I'm supposed to find out on my own.  And that I wasn't happy in my past life.  But I think I've already seen one past life of mine.  I was a young mother and my child drowned.  I hate that dream.  So I avoid the past life thing now.  Oh!!  And my 4 year old niece...she has whatever I have.  This "gift".  I practice with her when I see her...using her energy to concentrate on someone to get to them while awake.  She can do that...I can only do it when I dream.  Damn religion for telling me that it was of the devil when I was younger!  I fought it for so long and I could've gotten so far with it back then.  Not to mention how good I'd be now!  I HATE RELIGION!! 

Good times though. 

Happy Holidays to everyone!